This has kind of come to the fore today, I mean do some people never change and are kind of lucky they stay sort of young, or realisticly do things change you. be it financial, life, grit, non grit, i external or internal shit.
ie i think i am quite a bit differant from the lad i was 10 years ago and 15 years ago.
a primary school in the last years i had a lot of mates and was quite a social person an a par with my peers a good socialiser, leap forward to secondary they went to a diferant school to me and i was bullied and a bit downtrodden and the same went for college,
get to 19 suddenly i have a job a car and i ve taken up bodybuilding and i guess i still had issues going on in my head still doubting myself but somehow ladies liking me, which i find odd, forward 10 years i am in an out of relationships building my house and a lot of negative shit building up, forward a few more and i am more in a sort of in a comfortable groove which i like to get out of now and again, however i just find if i work with lads younger than me they seem to like the most inane stuff that doesnt matter, (ie radio 1 twitter and all that bollocks) but i am sure i liked the same possible innane stuff they did when i was younger, maybe setting up the radio to 1 irritated my older workmates then?
nowadays i must have got old, i used to be all radio 1 then it was 2 for a bit now its four and bbc 4 or planet rock, almost like i refuse to be part of popular culture or be pigeon holed, as this or that but when i was 19 i wanted to be part of this buzz this thing in towns this noise this clothing to fit in, but as you get older you refuse to care or is that just me.
read a bit on the net about this and freud said your personality is created in the first 5 years of your life, maybe thats so but experience and just general day to day stuff must change you.
If you went to a school re union would you feel the same . i would worry i felt like the tall lanky kid getting kicked in again, or would i? would i be more confident strage shit what you think about sometimes.