I donít know if anyone will relate to what Iím saying and Iím kind of worried I might come across as a loon writing it all out as Iíve never spoken this way before, but here it goes.
In recent times Iíve had this nagging feeling that Iím missing out on something very important Ė itís not people, itís not things, itís, well, something bigger and much more fundamental than that. I really donít know what it is; itís just an overwhelming feeling I have.
I sometimes sit back and look at people milling about doing things and, I donít know, I feel detached - like itís all superficial and, crucially, missing some very important point. Likewise, when Iím walking, have the wind in my face and look back over stunning scenery I feel more connected than ever to, well, something. I donít know, I guess Ďití is some sort of meditative expression of the world that I feel the everyday world and its pleasures kind of overlooks.
I just wish I could hold on to and fully embrace whatever Ďití is. Anyway, from a person whoís writing about something theyíre completely struggling to define, I hope you can make some sense of my ramblings.